When a girl you like friend zones you and starts dating a douche bag

When a girl you like friend zones you and starts dating a douche bag

My insanity

I tend to lose track of what I’m doing, and also hear my name called from time to time when I’m alone. I’m seeing things that aren’t there, I fall asleep to constant noises that sound like they’re next to me. I hear birds whose chirping sounds like a warped barrage of birds. Am I insane, or is the world I’m living in only a mere dream?

My dreams haunt me

For the past few nights I have dreamed of wondrous things, but there is a catch she appears in every dream. They are so wonderful, happy, and so vivid that I never want to wake up. When I do however I feel so down, and realize how much I miss her and realize she still has my heart. I don’t know when they will stop, but I kind of hope they don’t.